When i opened my DA browser today i noticed that 41 of the people i watched had changed their names. I was sad for a moment because i thought that i wouldn't be able to tell who was who. A lot of the people who changed their names i met on here and i still refer to them by that "Nick name". Then i was double sad by the fact that i couldn't change my name due to my not having a premium account. Ah well say La vie. It would be super awesome to move Kaymonstar over to this account. I'd love to have everything solidified under one roof and i can see why so many people changed their names.

I've tried to start new accounts but i couldn't bring myself to do it. I've been bluesy on DA for 9 years, how could i just abandon this account with so much time put into it. I mean i know a lot of the old artwork that i used to post on here isn't here anymore, but having those years behind you're account just feels sort of special some how.

I'm a sentimental fool.



On another note, i seem to have weedled my way into the Nerdyshow ranks and will be doing stuff for the SOA. Which is totally awesome. I joked with cap about it earlier when we were talking about how a little over a year ago i didn't even know what it was, and now it has become a part of my life.

I'm trying to take baby steps to better myself and get into the swing of things. I've been pretty depressed just working and sleeping and working and sleeping that i've not indulged myself in too much drawing. And now that i look back it was selfish and lazy of me and i really just need to kick my own ass and stop feeling sorry for myself and just start making things better.

So yeah. That's what's up with me.
How are you?